Lifestyle tips

Weight gain and health

Hi all,
I am wondering what do others do when they want to gain weight and a lot of it but it could make chronic illnesses hard to control. I know it is risky to keep going but it is also something deep inside me. I am male fedee and I have a female feeder. We both want to get me to extreme weights but also concerned for my health. Most of what I have could be completley reversed if I did lose weight and exercise but I really don't want to. Anyone else have this conflict? How do you work through it?
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